分不清我们是在赌气还是真的分开了

一、我早就死了 死在潮湿的童年里 死在他人的嘲笑里 死在梦魔里 死在死磕的爱情里 死在自己的无能里面了

I have long been dead. I died in my wet childhood. I was laughed at by others. I died in incubus. I died in my love. I died in my incompetence.

二、我不知道你有没有洁癖 但你让我有了感情洁癖

I don't know if you're a neat freak, but you gave me a relationship 我始终觉得

三、没有哪个人能完完全全了解我，看光我的劣根性，我的阴暗面，我埋在温和表面下的偏激和歇斯底里

I have always felt that no one can fully understand me, look at my bad roots, my dark side, my extreme and hysterical buried under the gentle surface

四、人死了就像是水消失在水里

When people die, it's like water disappearing into the water.

五、人们爱的是月亮不是月球

People love the moon, not the moon.

六、越是觉得他容易相处的人越是拒绝任何人走入他心里

The more people who find him easy to get along with, the more they refuse anyone to come into his heart.

七、既然十八岁没能送你花 那二十八岁请你喝酒吧

Since I can't give you a drink at the age of 18, buy you a drink at the age of 28.

八、但凡你狠心一点夜晚偷偷流泪的就不是你

But if you're cruel, you're not the one who cries secretly at night

九、你给的暧昧太卑微 成为你的傀儡 让自己在烟火里沉醉

The ambiguity you gave is too humble to be your puppet and let yourself get drunk in the fireworks

十、我以为时间是最好的偏方 原来治好的全是皮外伤

I thought time was the best remedy. It turns out it's all skin trauma.

十一、分不清我们是在赌气还是真的分开了

Can't tell if we're angry or if we're really apart.

十二、世间五味俱全谢谢你给我带来的苦

The world is full of flavors. Thank you for the pain.

十三、寄托我不要了以后也不会对任何人报有期

I won't expect anyone after I don't want it.

十四、我把我所有的温柔都给你 后来我又换来了什

I gave you all my tenderness, and then what did I get.

十五、老是在半夜里哭唧唧的孩子是长不大的

Children who cry and chirp all the time in the middle of the night do not grow up.

十六、不要偏向我了，那是离开的前兆，我懂

Don't lean towards me, that is the precursor of leaving, I understand

十七、我会消失 你不要不要开心

I will disappear. Don't be unhappy

十八、最残忍的不是一下就成了陌生人，而是渐渐走向陌生的那种感觉

The most cruel thing is not to become a stranger at once, but to gradually move toward the feeling of strangeness.

十九、你不知道我的欲言又止有多难过

You don't know how sad I am when I say something